frankly, my dear...

He still refuses to divulge information.

But I've thought about it, and really, supposing I WAS said topic, and awful things WERE said, I'm pretty sure I can speculate WHO said it, and they are probably someone who I haven't spoken with in a while.

So really, none of this matters, because I have friends and family that love me, professors that respect me, and (possibly) have an interview for what may be a big-girl job early next week.

I'm also a good cook, baker, getting to be a better writer, I know how to check all the fluids on my car, I can sew, paint, make neat jewelry, and I'm not afraid to dance in public.

I'm also not afraid to take a chance and meet new people (something which Matt said he really admire about me, which I thought was really nice).
Though it has a tendency to blow up in my face.
Whatever.

(but I'm not gonna pretend like my feelings still aren't a little speculatively hurt. I just don't understand people.)