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For some reason in the past week past lovers keep randomly (or not so randomly) popping into my life. For example:

* I received a facebook message from Climber, just seeing "what was up." Which was nice, I guess, but I haven't seen or spoken to him in months, so I'm not really sure what prompted this communication... He said he'd be hearing my name around a lot lately, which I'm taking as people saying "Man, I wish it were summer already!" (emphasis on the lack of capitalization).

* Asheville is in Boone. Last night was Kris' last night before he goes back to Japan, so we all gathered together at the Old Bristol Dojo to celebrate our collective friendship. And it hadn't occured to me that he would be there, but of course he was. As backstory: things ended pretty messy messy between us. So, as the night wore on, it was pretty much the first time we were back to being semi-normal friends in about 9 months, and then... he spends the rest of the night openly flirting and then going home with someone... Now, I fully recognize his right to do this, but it kinda bugged me that he threw "easy" accusations at me when he is about 10 times the slut I've ever been (or could ever even *aspire* to). I don't know. I guess I just would have appreciated a little more subtlety. I'm pretty much over it; I'm really happy with my relationship status as it stands in general, and if he was really worth it I think things would have worked out by now. It's probably my ego, now, that hurts more than anything else.

* I did get delicious Black Cat with Gary yesterday. We talked about his MTR petition attempts and whatnot.

I feel like I haven't been having very many deep conversations with anyone lately. I need to be stimulated.